Whoa...just realised that its almost 2 months since i last logged into this blog.so sorry for my absence.
well..what to do.ive been busy lately. what do you expect froma sec 4 student right??
anyway..loads had happened over the past 2 months.
CCA is officially over. dont know whether its a good thing.
For 3++ years, they'd been a part of my lives.
what with folding my no4 sleeves or ironing no 3 every thursday night and waking up early on saturday mornings for cca leader meetings for over 3 years.
& i've come to miss doing this routine things.
they had been a part of my life which was filled with more adventure & thrill then.
it is, indeed, sad to let go of what ive been holding on to for a long part of my secondary life.
letting go of NCC is very hard.have yet to finish moulding the juniors of mine to be better cadets.
to make things harder, the bonding , the experience, the pain, the joy & the friendship made whilst in NCC never fail to remind me of NCC. it has really moulded into the person i am now. and i believe ncc has done more good than bad to me.Yet, i m glad that ncc is over. there will be more time now for myself & for Os' preparations.
leaving the cca leaders council after the jogathon was really saddening. never had i seen camps which are more fun than that i went through in the council.the crazy times we had, the fun, the friendship within the few of the remaining sec 4s left in the council is constantly bothering my mind. there wont be any more waking up early on satruday mornings for the meetings and leaving class early to support the basketball matches. those were the memories.
& ive came to a state of shock to see how fast time has passed by. constantly, i am remembered of my days ins ec 1, when i was still a happy-go-lucky guy. am looking thru my file to see if they are any pics of me in sec 1, bt sadly, there arent any.moving on to sec 2 where everything happen to fall in place at the right place and the right time. and in sec 3, where life was starting to be tougher.and now in sec 4, one hell of a not fun year.
Moving on...
the feeling is evolving, growing every second, every minute. it is deep within me bt somehow, i only told a few, many seem to know. i realised that the road is going to be very bumpy. whether or not i will be able to get it depends on how hard i try.bt, without doubt, im going to still continue trying as who knows, this could be the start of something new. :) :) heehee...like the saying goes " The journey of a million steps, begins with this step."
~'it' used in the paragraph above can be perceived from different point of views. it could be either this or that. up to u to decide. :) :)
**P.S.- love is in the air im breathing in now. hahaha...(big hint)
-loved, she is.(hope u know who u are, girl)
a few pics wouldnt kill. here it goes...
loved my hair back in sec 3.
i smiled.haha...for NCC---WITH BERET
for CCAC..without beret.
JOGATHON!!!..emcee-ing at the foreground
(PRAVINS MUM GIVING AWAY PRIZES)
Lastly, now is the mid-year exams...4 full subjects & 2 half subjects over. 2 full subjects & 2 half subjects to go...ergghh!!!shall convince myself that exams are my 'best friends'.
